You know, it is kind of sad that when i hear my dad's voice for the first time in 3months, i get scared rather than get happy.

Since P4, i learnt that my dad loves my exam marks, not me.
From P1-P3 all my scores are near perfect, and he dotes on me a lot.
Then from P4 onwards, my language starts deproving and the Final Exam my chinese and english got Band2.

Me : Dad, i got a Band 2 in chinese and english...
Dad : Oh! So you got a band 2...
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Dad : HOW DARE YOU GET A BAND2. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR BAND 1? IS IT BECAUSE OF THE COMPUTER * whacks head * TOMORROW I PLUG OUT YOUR INTERNET CABLE SEE YOU PLAY * whacks face * OR IS IT YOUR HANDPHONE AND TELEVISION? YOU DON'T WANT GIVE ME BACK
* whacks leg *
Me : Sorry... ( wimpers )
Dad : Next year you better don't get a band 2. Or else i will arrange a special meeting for you with my best friend.
Me : Band 2 and your best friend got relationship meh?
Dad : (Brings out his cane, a.k.a best friend)


And that is when i learnt my lesson.
But my language is weak. Can't blame me. I listened in class, did some of my homework. But it gets harder each year ( some parents just doesn't get this part)

So every time my dad gets back from overseas( work ) all i can think of is pain.
So every year got this " training ", making me not scared of scolding liao

Parents have to start thinking in our shoes. The more you scold and hit us, the more pressurized we are, and that might cause in committing suicide, leaving home , getting into drugs and smoking.

PARENTS!! WAKE UP AND REALIZE YOUR MISTAKE PLEASE